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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Security
by Hunter S. Thompson (1955)

Security ... what does this word mean in relation to life as we know it today? For the most part, it means safety and freedom from worry. It is said to be the end that all men strive for; but is security a utopian goal or is it another word for rut?

Let us visualize the secure man; and by this term, I mean a man who has settled for financial and personal security for his goal in life. In general, he is a man who has pushed ambition and initiative aside and settled down, so to speak, in a boring, but safe and comfortable rut for the rest of his life. His future is but an extension of his present, and he accepts it as such with a complacent shrug of his shoulders. His ideas and ideals are those of society in general and he is accepted as a respectable, but average and prosaic man. But is he a man? has he any self-respect or pride in himself? How could he, when he has risked nothing and gained nothing? What does he think when he sees his youthful dreams of adventure, accomplishment, travel and romance buried under the cloak of conformity? How does he feel when he realizes that he has barely tasted the meal of life; when he sees the prison he has made for himself in pursuit of the almighty dollar? If he thinks this is all well and good, fine, but think of the tragedy of a man who has sacrificed his freedom on the altar of security, and wishes he could turn back the hands of time. A man is to be pitied who lacked the courage to accept the challenge of freedom and depart from the cushion of security and see life as it is instead of living it second-hand. Life has by-passed this man and he has watched from a secure place, afraid to seek anything better What has he done except to sit and wait for the tomorrow which never comes?

Turn back the pages of history and see the men who have shaped the destiny of the world. Security was never theirs, but they lived rather than existed. Where would the world be if all men had sought security and not taken risks or gambled with their lives on the chance that, if they won, life would be different and richer? It is from the bystanders (who are in the vast majority) that we receive the propaganda that life is not worth living, that life is drudgery, that the ambitions of youth must he laid aside for a life which is but a painful wait for death. These are the ones who squeeze what excitement they can from life out of the imaginations and experiences of others through books and movies. These are the insignificant and forgotten men who preach conformity because it is all they know. These are the men who dream at night of what could have been, but who wake at dawn to take their places at the now-familiar rut and to merely exist through another day. For them, the romance of life is long dead and they are forced to go through the years on a treadmill, cursing their existence, yet afraid to die because of the unknown which faces them after death. They lacked the only true courage: the kind which enables men to face the unknown regardless of the consequences.

As an afterthought, it seems hardly proper to write of life without once mentioning happiness; so we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

	DAVIIIIDDDDDD (and some Simple Plan/Pierre/Chuck <3) teehee. <fuckin adorable <lmfao. <I love that part of the dvd; haha wonder what Seb was doing down here. XD sorry if there's doubles. haha, I'll find more later. bounces around
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

oh boooooyyyyy.... for Chef Boyardee.

Edit ___ 5:03

Day one of Wall Make-Over.

Tomorrow I re-arrange my posters.

Today I re-arranged the magazine "mini-posters"

& ripped shit down. =)

Edit ___ 8:48

Michele: haha...my friends parents came and i didnt know they r in my back yard looking at oranges

Michele: tahts why hes out side my window if you r wondering why hes there

Me: looking at oranges... are they not from Florida?

Michele: they dont have a orange tree

Michele: and they first came from louisianna

Me: they're fucking oranges. they're everywhere!

so___overratedx

new xanga. lmfao. :D

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Monday, May 30, 2005

GCriotGurl404 is Rachel
xcanibeurenemy is me
I thought this was super funny.

GCriotGurl404: i guess she thinks dating joel makes her hardcore or something

GCriotGurl404: and i wish joel would just admit what hes doing

GCriotGurl404: its so obvious

xcanibeurenemy: pft. dating joel doesnt change her image.

xcanibeurenemy: and i know. joel claims they're 'just friends.' everyone knows they're dating.

GCriotGurl404: ha, friends...

xcanibeurenemy: if they're friends, they've got benifits attached

GCriotGurl404: cuz i wear my firends names on bracelets and have their names painted on my toe nails

GCriotGurl404: he'll admit it once she turns 18

xcanibeurenemy: yup, he will.

GCriotGurl404: i wouldnt be suprised if they end up getting hitched

xcanibeurenemy: eww. how icky. but hey, if they do, they've got my congrats.

GCriotGurl404: lol

GCriotGurl404: hillary is retarded...why else does she think joel would waste his time with a 17 yearold girl?

GCriotGurl404: for conversations..?

xcanibeurenemy: lol

GCriotGurl404: im pretty sure her little dog isnt the only thing he'dlike sitting on his lap

GCriotGurl404: :-*

xcanibeurenemy: lmao. nice.

GCriotGurl404: lol

GCriotGurl404: i dont think there age really matters, but isnt it just a little sick that her mom thinks its ok?

GCriotGurl404: i mean wether i care or not hes still 26...and shes under age by law

xcanibeurenemy: it is. i mean, he's 26 and she's hardly 18.

GCriotGurl404: exactly!

xcanibeurenemy: its gross, if you ask me. but hey, if Joel wants an underage fuck-buddy, let him have one.

GCriotGurl404: lol!

xcanibeurenemy:

GCriotGurl404: i cant help but feel annoyed by hillary

xcanibeurenemy: hilary has always annoyed me. like, even way before she met Joel

GCriotGurl404: yup

GCriotGurl404: i could care less about her a joel

xcanibeurenemy: same here.

GCriotGurl404: its her thats annoying

xcanibeurenemy: i feel the same way

GCriotGurl404: but once he starts dating avril and ashlee

GCriotGurl404: then its gone to far

xcanibeurenemy: he most likely will. once he gets bored of hilary

GCriotGurl404: lol

GCriotGurl404: im gonna laugh when joeland hillary do a duet

xcanibeurenemy: hahaha hilary will force him to sing about like, a barbie. and the poor kid will go along with it.

GCriotGurl404: lol

GCriotGurl404: hes doing it for the prize inside the box

GCriotGurl404:

xcanibeurenemy: haha you got that right

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

PIERE'S CROTCH WAS IN MY FACEE, SHELBY!!!!!!!!! I TOUVHF HIM AND OMG I FUCKING COULD HAVE LICKED HIS LEG! AND I CANT TYPE ATALL BECAUE THIS DANG KEYBOARD IS BRAND NEWW. BUT HOLY FUCKING MOTHEROF GOD HE WAS RIGHT IN MY FACE!!!!!! I GOT CHUCK'S DRUM STICK!!!!! AND SEBASTIEN'S PIICK!!AHHHHHH WTF MATEY!!!!!!!?!????!!!!

BENJII AND JOEL KEPT STARING AT ME!!! EEEEEEEE I TOUCHED JOEL'S SWEATYY FACE, AND SCREAMED 'I LOVE YOU JOEL!' WHEN HE WAS LEAAING ON ME. I YELLED 'I LOVE YOU BENJIKINS!' TO BUG, TOO :D

OH MY GOD. I'M FUCKN WIGGING OUT!

okay. i have to go. m y mom wil be back in the hotelroom any minute now. she waalked down to the casr to get her phone.
talk to you all, my lovies, tomorow once i'm done framing the tickets, pick and finding a temporary case for the drumm stick.

PIERRE'S CROTCH WASS IN MY FACE!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!!!!

edit ___ 2;54 a.m (hum. time for bed, non?)

I've calmedd down quite a lot. but the keyboard still sticks, so sorry.

if you couldnt make sense of all that up there *points up* I had a blast.

we were the first people in the venue. i'm dead serious. we ran for the baricades when we heard people screaming and running behind us.

Relient K was awesome. <3
"You all ready for Simple Charlotte and Good Plan?"
"John, John.. You've been on this tour long enough to know the band names."
"they meant when I unnderstood. *grins*"

SP wass after them. They were amazing. David suggests that Pie [of course he said 'Pierre'] goes down and get "real close to the crowd. Close like never fuckin before" and so he did. He stood in front of me, me getting a close up of his crotch [*laughs evilly*]. He leaned against my arm, for support before jumping into the crowd. I held hiis hand while he sang. =)

they changed some of the words to the songs. [I.E. "I'd do anything juust to grope youu tonight."] and they said a few jokes.

then GC came on. sometime in the middle of the show, Benj and Joel got in a spitting fight. Boy, do those boys spit a lot... Anyywaays. Joel runs by me, so i touch his hand as he runs by. well he commes bck and standss in front of me. i touch hiis neck, cheek, then i grab onto his shoulder (and he held my shoulder, & looked down at me, as he sang).

Billy stood in front of me [which is like, middle-of-the-stage view] a lot during the show. Paul hurt his foot! ohmigosh [sorry XD] he had to sit down in a chair the whole show. but he did gget to drink a Budwiserr while he played. So he's a lucky man.

I don't/won't have any pictures. all because wee didnt buy a disposible camerra. oh well. i have a lot of good memories. =)

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